thefiction&thefact

turning 22

2012-01-22T15:14:00.002+08:00

Pada 21 Januari 2012 , aku dah umur 22 tahun. Start jam menginjak ke 00.01AM dah ada orang post their wishes kat Facebook for me :)

I am glad and thank you very much for all the wishes everyone. But still I was doing nothing. No celebration at all. On the day of my birthday, I was busying lifting all my stuffs from college back to my sis's home. All by myself as everyone, my big bro, kakngah and adik semua balik Kedah. Drive sorang sorang to Uitm. The reason why I am staying is that I wanna spend a week of my holiday break here with Borders friend. But still tak keluar keluar lagi .

Back to the day of my birthday, aku makan MekD ja. No interaction dengan orang sekeliling pun. So lonely I tell you.

Yeah I am 22. Not much expectation from this age, just I am hoping to be more mature in every decision I made, to be more focus on what I want and be a better me InsyaAllah. Niat tu dah ada. So sekarang nak tunaikan niat tu je lah. Niat yang dimaksudkan tu ialah berubah dari segi kebaikan. Buka sebelum ni tak baik, cuma nak lagi baik dari baik yang sedia ada. Dah berjalan slowly. Cuma nak boost up lagi dan lagi.

Ada perkara yang perlu dikurangkan, ada benda yang perlu ditambah. Yang perlu dikurangkan tu perkara dunia la kan, yang perlu ditambah tu perkara yang dituntut agama. Apa yang aku harap sangat niat aku ni bukan hangat hangat sat ja la.

24 haribulan ni birthday mak tersayang pulak. Sedih gila tak dapat balik. Tak pa mak, nanti kakcik balik kita celebrate na :D I love you till I die mak ! Ok dah tak nak tulis banyak banyak as tak sedar nanti tears keluar.

Spread the kindness boomerang :)

2012-01-13T01:48:00.002+08:00

World can really shines brighter with a simplest kindness everyday. Peace and smile :)

crush no more ...

2012-01-12T14:26:00.002+08:00

I can't talk to you anymore,

it's not that I am mad at you,

it's just that when I talk to you,

I realize how much I love you.

And when I realize how much I love you,

I realize I can't have you,

and that makes me love you even more

- this is exactly how I feel right now,

with someone...

Lagu Rindu

2012-01-12T13:23:00.000+08:00

Bintang malam katakan padanya
Aku ingin melukis sinarmu di hatinya
Embun pagi katakan padanya
Biar ku dekap erat waktu dingin membelenggunya

Tahukah engkau wahai langit
Aku ingin bertemu membelai wajahnya
Kan ku pasang hiasan angkasa yang terindah
Hanya untuk dirinya

Lagu rindu ini kuciptakan
Hanya untuk bidadari hatiku tercinta
Walau hanya nada sederhana
Ijinkan ku ungkap segenap rasa dan kerinduan

- Kerispatih

RuleOfAMuslima #2

2012-01-02T02:07:00.000+08:00

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RuleOfAMuslima #1

2012-01-02T01:59:00.000+08:00

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GoodBye 2011 !

2012-01-01T03:13:00.000+08:00

Thanks 2011 for everything.
I have been through you with a lot of tears, smiles, sadness, happiness, joyful and fun.

I'll keep the moments in you as a great memories.

Hope for a better life and a better me in 2012.

InsyaAllah.

Amin.

MedicineForHeart # 1

2012-01-01T03:08:00.000+08:00

10 things I discovered about myself in 2011

2012-01-01T01:54:00.000+08:00

1) People that do not know me usually think that I am serious, so they always run away or rather choose to stay away from me. But 1 thing that I notice, once they start the conversation with me, they would change their perception that once they had, and I suddenly become their best friend to share their problems with. Not including of 'perasan' feelings but it happens quite some times, then how's that make you feel? Just glad :)

2) I think my decision of choosing Multimedia Computing as my degree major is the best choice.

So far.

As I enjoy it the most I guess. Hopefully it will last longer. Hopefully. Amin.

3) Can I include this?...
I cannot trust my crush feeling. It always change every single month. And the latest is, I have a crush on someone. And I dont think this will last until the last semester. Opppsss~~

4) I love coffee. Like seriously. Just in 2011 I drank coffee like it would never end. I can finish a big tumblr that full with any kind of coffee, and I would become a zombie's version of panda.

5) I feel happy by just looking at my dashboard Tumblr :D

6) Dah kurang sikit kot pasal K-pop ? :P LOL. rasanya dah tak terlalu fanatik macam dulu. :D

( I categorised myself as a fanatic one, not as an obsessed kpop lovers, as I define obsess is a term of too much enthusiastic/passion/giving-up-all-your-soul/menangis when you watch your idols won an award/alone waiting every second just to celebrate you idol's birthday,plus with a cake etc. )

The most fanatic things that I ever done is, went to their concerts/fanmeets, and stalking.

I know the limit of mine :) But I love CNBlue . *haipp*

7) Once I had a dream of marrying Lee Jonghyun. *malu* hey that's just a childish one better than you ever imagine of marrying Harry Potter.lol.

Not anymore. ok tipu 50-50. No la. I just being logical and I am in my reality and still sober. Impossible. Kalau tak mati kena ligan dengan batang penyapu oleh mak. *wink*

Lelaki Melayu masih ada ruang di hatiku :D

*but can I still keep this dream on ? herkkk~

8) I discovered that, I still lack of courage+confidence about myself.

Not every single time I have been thinking of giving myself a rest, but it still coming. I need more positive thoughts, and people, please help me .

9) I love cute stuffs. My new addiction.

10) The last thing I discovered before 2011 ends, I started to love One Direction. ayayayayayayaiiii~~~

Liam & Harry ! <3

p/s- for #3, I did some stalking on him ..awww~ shhhhhh~~

just feel

2011-12-08T14:58:00.000+08:00

I feel like
I am waiting for something
that isn't going to happen.

Satu patah perkataan terus mengantuk

2011-11-17T14:53:00.000+08:00

Today's En. Yunus class is just unbearable for me to open my eyes. This is not the first though.
Sometimes I feel I come to his class just to fill the attendance full rather than getting the input for my studies. It is bad huh. I know I know. The truth is, I will give myself just 20%++ from 100% from what I got in this class. Its not that I wasnt not paying the attention but yeah, sometimes the way lectures teach us really influence the mood. This is a tough subject. And I cannot runaway from programming even though this is Multimedia Computing course.

I have tried to give myself in the mood, opened my eyes big enough to catch up what is he saying in front but it is just a 15 minutes hard effort. After that going back to the screen and, Tumblr-ing, Facebook-ing. Still I am good enough not to put my head on the table.. doze off. zzzz......

Ya Allah... tolonglah hamba mu ini.. hamba mu ini nak sangat score this subject. Please raise up my passion for this Multimedia Computing course so that I will achieve that 'dream' of mine. Amin~~

November, what a big deal?

2011-11-01T01:09:00.000+08:00

Bermulalah 1 November dengan jayanya hari ini. Alhamdulillah diberi kesempatan lagi bernafas dan melihat bumi Allah yang indah dan diberi sedikit masa lagi untuk mencari Nur Allah dan mencuci dosa-dosa semalam.

Tak ada bezanya November dengan Oktober dengan Januari pun, cuma mengharapkan bulan ni menjadi lebih baik dari yang lepas-lepas. Dan banyak yang diharapkan sebenarnya dalam bulan November ni. One of it, yup hari Jumaat ni balik Kedah sempena raya haji + cuti mid sem. Jumpa mak abah oh yeah !! yang tu tak terhingga happynya, tapi esok tulat seharusnya la kan melalui prosedur-prosedur pembelajaran. Test and bla bla bla.

Esok test CSC535 ( Multimedia Design & Development ) . Take a 5 minute rest to write this post. Not actually 5 minutes really.lol. plus plus hanging around facebook la,choi~~
Hope I can do my best tomorrow and the other tomorrow. Aminnnn~~

Pray hard for myself and my friends :)

The first 30 minutes...

Andddd..hehe... hey this is what we called study smart hokkayyy :P

Ok focus focus *serious*

Daaaaa....

-_-'

2011-10-29T23:57:00.001+08:00

anon : jom pergi makan.

aku : oo tak pa la, puasa :)

anon : apsal puasa ?

aku : (???) sebab aku rasa aku dah makan banyak seumur hidup aku kot. tu yang aku puasa tu.

aku dalam hati ..' is there a big reason for a person to puasa?' ..that anon sounds a bit weird .

me so what?

2011-10-28T23:58:00.000+08:00

What I do when I got depressed?

Earphones in. Volume up. Ignore the world.

Ruski mee

2011-10-26T18:24:00.000+08:00

26 October 2011 (Wednesday)

The Deepavali day has been filled with rain of blessing. The moment I woke up from sleep, one think that came across my mind. I was hungry. It was nearly 6pm, and I have saw maggi Ruski ! yay ! I am gonna eat that ! Preparation started and ..jjajannnnnnnnnn~~~

When you eat just a simple meal with a cup of coffee, plus the weather is raining outside, and RedFm plays Purest Of Pain pulakkkkk.... nothing more I can say. Your life is just complete !!! Oh man I looooveeeeee this moment ! This is soooo my privacy ! Yeah I love privacy :D

P/S- maggi Ruski is everything right now. Oh Oh plus my hubby Mr. Lee. hehehe :P

Hello Mr. Know It All

2011-10-17T21:28:00.000+08:00

This song is specially dedicated to people who pretend to know everything about me , yet they don't :]

2011-08-18T03:16:00.000+08:00

Source : ladyofparadise

2011-08-18T02:54:00.000+08:00

Buat masa sekarang tengah bagusss punya layan City Hunter.

Dah sampai episod 11. Oh okay Lee Minho cool hensem macho semua ada ya dalam ni.

Tak suka Park Min Young, tapi suka dia dalam ni. Rasa rasa dah bertambah sorang dalam bias list aku. Lee Jonghyun still no 1 tak tergugat dont worry tak pa.

Lee Yoon Sung. Ok dah bai.

. the lazy song .

2011-08-17T23:30:00.000+08:00

I have saw this cute mushy mushy post in my Tumblr dashboard .

How cute these little twins dancing the Lazy Song..hahaha.

source : Tumblr

Alkisah Borders - part I

2011-08-17T20:43:00.000+08:00

After nak dekat 3 bulan lebih baru nak menulis balik jenuh cari idea la kan nak post apa.Nak kata aku ni selalu tulis tulis blog ni memang tak la, ikut musim & mood la jugak. Ni pon baru ada mood.Dah sampai aku merantau ke KL cari kerja berhenti kerja dah la, baru nak cerita pasal tempat kerja. Borders nama dia. Dekat The Gardens 3rd floor.

11 May 2011- Starting ,1st day aku kerja dekat Borders, dah kena stocktake (definition : Stock-taking or inventory checking is the physical verification of the quantities and condition of items held in an inventory or warehouse ) *google meaning, jangan malas* . Manager store a.k.a Mr.Goh dah warning, this is a give and take memandangkan on the stocktake day kena datang seawal 7 pagi. Aku terima ja la dah alang alang dapat. Malas nak taip panjang-panjang so hari stocktake datang awal makan nasi lemak minum milo pastu terus scan semua buku.

Haaaa meh aku nak cerita 1st impression aku dekat sorang-sorang budak senior la sangat. 1st person, biasalah kan dah nama pun 1st impression, bukan kenal lagi, so impression berlagak or sombong tu mesti ada. Annuar. Haha ok, serious aku takut dengan Nuar mula-mula. Even bila terjumpa dekat dalam pantry pun masing masing tak bertegur. Aku kalo orang tak tegur aku, aku pon cuak la nak tegur sama. But then, Nuar yang start conversation and lastly aku pon dah tak ber'impression' takut lagi dekat Nuar. :D Nuar rajin woooo..jangan main-main, 1st time aku tengok lelaki yang rajin gila macam Nuar. Serious tak main main punya. Kitorang berjimba-jimba dekat Kids Info or main tendang tendang Angry Bird dekat Hallmark section waktu recovery ,dia steady je shelve magazine dia. Salute to Nuar !

Masa ni diorang tinggal aku makan aiskrim sesama :(

Wan pulak. Yang ni lagi tak leh blah. Mula-mula bajet je, macam tak nak kawan dengan aku pun ada.Aku pun bajet baik je mula-mula.Survey orang kata, pastu baru tunjuk parut :P . Wan ni Nicole suruh dia ajar aku TLU (Title Lookup) pon macam nak tak nak je ajar. Sedih tau :(( ...sampai hati Wan... haaaa dah lama-lama aku buli baru aku tau Wan ni minat Korea jugak.ekekeke..nampak je kuat loading, tapi nak pergi Ireland wa cakap lu. Medic tu. Sumpah nanti aku rindu kau Wan TT_TT aku dengan Wan banyak jugak sama, yang sama tu Korea sikit-skit kot, satu lagi sebab dua-dua orang penakut dengan kakak. Bukan takut apa, malas nak kena bising, ya la menumpang rumah orang katakan.hmmmm...

Nak tiru gaya Domo-kun katanya.

Bini Pocai a.k.a Alin. Masterji aku. Ima pernah cakap, aku dengan Alin ni bajet taiko. Aku ni menyerlah kalau dengan Alin je ( dendam kesumat aku dengan Ima nih). Alin ni orang kuat Borders. Apa dia tak pernah buat, semua aku tiru dia. Ehem ehem C.A letter (correction attitude) first aku tu EPIC tau. Baca/browse magazine dekat kids info.Starting segala-galanya dalam closing note. Lepas-lepas aku dapat C.A letter tu terus MT nampak aku dengan Alin like a 'bestfriend ever' dalam Borders sebab kalau apa-apa ja kitorang dua yang selalu kena. Lepak dalam inventory, shelve buku sama-sama, makan sekali,reg & info sekali, bak kata Farihna macam kembar *mata keatas tangan ke dada*

Masterji ni kalau dia tak de sehari kat Borders mesti hidup aku suram hari tu. Aku benci kau masterji, aku boring sebab kau selalu tak sama break dengan aku. Masterji ni selalu kena marah dengan laki dia. Aku dengan Wan pernah kata, kitorang tak tau apa la nasib masterji ni selalu sangat kena marah dengan laki dia.ngehngeh. Nusyuz kot. Banyak la aku dengan masterji buat durjana dekat sana. Macam-macam. Mula-mula impression dekat masterji ni, aku ingat dia ni bajet la jugak kot(jangan marah masterji). Masa aku jaga info kalau dia jadi cashier (reg dengan info counter sebelah-sebelah) mesti dia suruh aku wrap hadiah, cari buku, masukkan buku dalam plastik dan aku pun menurut perintah beliau tanpa sebarang bangkangan. First time conversation hati ke hati dekat Kids Info, nak manual wrapping buku, dia ajak aku wrap sambil duduk. Masa tu baru aku tau dia pon budak Integrasi. Banyak jugak budak-budak pandai kan kerja kat sini,aku berkata dalam hati. Start pada tu la kitorang jadi click. Ye idok masterji?Hamba rindu masterji...

Ni la Masterji aku. Mere meh booba ya Masterji~~~

Kak Wa adik kesayangan Pocai... Kak Wa yang amat meminati Siti Nurhaliza, Otai diluar tetapi sentimental di dalam. Cute sangat tengok dia nangis sebab kena marah dengan Pocai lepas kejadian 'scandal tetiba' Masterji.hahaha. Inventory kalau takde Kak Wa aku pun tak nak masuk. Panassss je rasa. Dia la yang membuatkan aku nak ambik buku yang hanya 5 minit ja tu terus melekat 1 jam. Tetapi disebabkan 'MakCik' !!! choiii~~
Kak Wa masuk Borders lambat sikit pada aku, senyap je mula-mula. Aku pon tak berapa ingat dah macam mana boleh jadi satu kepala nak mampus dengan semua orang. Sumpah dengan korang aku aku gelak sampai puas.

Kan aku cakap, muka Otai hati sentimental. Tengok main katak lagi. Otai mana pegang kata la der.

Azira ( Kak Wa panggil Zura ) - Azira kawan Nina. Aku tak sempat dengan Nina so tak kenal sangat. Azira mula-mula masuk eksyen tau.. senyum-senyum Anuar Zain je dengan aku. Aku pon takut nak tegor.Haha. Orang inventory kata kau speaking ada bau-bau omputih. So kami semua tak berani nak tegor sebab tak tahu nak balas speakang bau omputih balik. Aku ingat lagi mula-mula dulu kami semua main-main panggil nama Annuar ber'qalqalah' lagi. Sebut Annuar sambil lidah pusing...Annuarrrrrr~~ Azira pergi Korea tau. Dekat Busan sebulan. Aku jeles. Sebab tu hometown Lee Jonghyun TT_TT . Dah tak nak emo. Aku kenal Azira , baru aku kenal Chatime. First time aku minum Chatime, tu pun rasa yang Zira punya. Sedih. Aku rasa Zira budak paling comel cute gitu dekat Borders.Sumpah tak tipu. :DDD

Aku nak tiru pose ni nanti.Nanti.

To be continued...part II.

p/s- nak sambung tengok City Hunter. Lee Yoon Sung mana boleh lepas.Dah bye.

selamat tinggal kawan

2011-05-05T21:15:00.000+08:00

Since I havent posting for such a long time, I just feel like so right now.

Tanggal 3 May 2011 aku dapat berita, bekas rakan sekolah aku, Shahir Saad telah pergi menghadap Yang Maha Esa setelah bertarung dengan kanser otak tahap 4. Dah dapat rasa tak sedap hati bila nampak notification from Maryani dekat group ikups di Facebook.Setelah mengikut perkembangan Shahir daripada rakan-rakan yg tak putus-putus melawat Shahir di HUSM,dia dah melalui 3 kali operations dan yang ketiga arwah dah mula tenat.Arwah pergi meninggalkan bumi Allah selepas maghrib disisi ibu dan ayah beliau.

Bila teringat balik zaman sekolah dulu di SBPIKP, selalu bersembang dengan dia, arwah seorang yang baik, tak pernah menyakitkan hati orang, senang berkawan dengannya.Allah lebih sayangkan Shahir.

Aku sempat melawat Shahir buat kali yang terakhir disisi pusara beliau di Simpang Empat. Agak terkilan sebab tak sempat tengok Shahir buat kali yang terakhir sebelum beliau dikebumikan atas urusan aku di Perlis awal pagi semalam. Aku dengan Syafiqin sampai di pusara arwah dalam pukul 1 dan pergi ke rumah keluarga arwah untuk mengucapkan takziah untk keluarganya. Mak Shahir memang sangat tenang,kakak kakak dia,ayah Shahir, dan yang paling aku tak boleh lupa adik lelaki Shahir. Sayu sangat tengok sebab memamng saling tak tumpah macam Shahir.Suara,tingginya,memang Shahir.Mak dia sempat cakap sebelum aku nak balik, selalu selalau la datang rumah walaupun Shahir dah takda,jangan putus hubungan.Sayu sangat.

Ni kali pertama aku kehilangan seorang kawan yang boleh dikatakan agak rapat waktu sekolah dulu disebabkan kami dalam satu aliran sains tulen.Terngiang-ngiang suara Shahir,teringat aku pernah berchatting dengan arwah masa aku di semester 2 kalau tak silap.Tak sangka sangat.

Shahir, Al-Fatihah disedekahkan untuknya,semoga arwah ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang-orang mukmin,mendapar keredhaan dan ketenangan di sana.Amin~~

Arwah dah selamat, aku masih ada perjuangan yang belum selesai. Dosa sangat banyak, semoga sempat diberi hidayah dan petunjuk untuk menjadi hamba yang lebih baik untukMu ya Allah.

daripada abang Shahir ,Sabri Saad -->

Salam buat semua sahabat kepada arwah adik sy Ahmad Shahir Saad...Kenderaan yang membawa jenazahnya bertolak pada pukul 12.45 tgh malam td dr HUSM Kubang Kerian...dijangka sampai pagi nanti di Simpang Empat, Alor Setar. Jutaan terima kasih yang tidak terhingga buat semua sahabat arwah adik saya yang tidak-tidak putus berdoa utk kesejahteraan hidupnya ketika mendapat ujian kesakitan itu, tanggal 25/2/2011 tergerak hati ibu kami telefon arwah..tetapi sahabat baiknya dengan nada seolah-olah ingin berahsia yang arwah berada di Hosptal Terangganu..itulah pesan arwah kpd sahabat baiknya agar merahsiakan kepada pengetahuan family...pada malam itu juga kami bergegas ke Terangganu dan apabila tiba...hanya sekujur tubuh yang sedang menahan kesakitan..dalam keadaan anggota badan sebelah kiri telah hilang fungsinya akibat ketumbuhan di bahagian otak kanannya...ptg itu juga arwah dipindahkan ke HUSM Kubang Kerian dan terus menjalani pembedahan kali pertama...selepas pembedahan beliau sedar dengan cepat dan keadaan arwah begitu berlainan dari sebelumnya...walaupun sebelum pembedahan...doktor memaklumkan segala risiko...namun berkat doa semua sahabat2...semuanya berlalu begitu sahaja..ingatan beliau tidak hilang tetapi hanya fungsi anggota sebelah kiri yg akan kekal...walaupun selamat menjalani pembedahan doktor telah memaklumkan mereka hanya membuang sedikit sahaja ketumbuhan tersebut dan kesannya terdapat benjolon di bahagian kanan kepala arwah...selepas itu...arwah menjalani pembedahan utk kali ke2..alhamdulillah pembedahan berjalan lancar...ketika ini byk perubahan berlaku pada arwah..dia banyak bercakap...dia kuat makan..dia suka berleter...sampaikan ayah kami pun kena...kami semua hanya mampu tersenyum dihadapanya...namun air mata ni tetap mengalir ketika kepala kami memaling ke belakang...pada ketika ini juga mak telah memaklumkan akan luahan rasa mengalah arwah dan terkilan kerana: cita-cita beliau utk mendirikan sebuah banglo utk mak n ayah dan menghantar mak n ayah menunaikan haji tidak kesampaian...mendengarnya dari mulut mak..sy sebagai abg sulung cukup tersentuh...Insyallah segala hajat arwah akan sy pikul...akhirnya doktor memaklumkan kepada kami utk pembedahan kali ke 3...w/pun kami agak berat utk membenarkan pembedahan kali ke 3 ni..tetapi demi utk menyelamatkan nyawanya...maka ia tetap diteruskan....setelah selesai pembdhan kali ke 3..doktor terus memaklumkan...inilah pembedahan terakhir utk arwah...dah x ada apa utk dilakukan ke atas penyakit arwah...dan...selepas 2 minggu pembedahan ke 3..keadaan arwah menjadi kritikal...last sy berjumpanya pada malam 1 Mei 2011..sebelum balik...arwah sempat membuka sedikit sahaja kelopak mata kanannya...itupun atas permintaan sy sendiri...dan..pada pagi semalam (3 mei 2011)..mak beritahu mata arwah terpejam rapat tetapi air matanya mengalir...dan pada sebelah petangnya...arwah mula tenat...dan selepas solat Magrib....arwah telah pergi buat selamanya disisi mak n ayah yg tidak pernah meninggalkannya bermula dari arwah sakit...ini saja yg sy dapat kongsi utk semua sahabat arwah...sepanjang arwah d HUSM ramai sahabat telah datang menziaraahinya dan memberi semangat pada arwah..namun ini semua ketentuanNYA...untuk semua sahabat Arwah Ahmad Shahir..teruskan perjuangan dalam apa jua bidang yang anda ceburi sekarang...terima kasih..terima kasih...terima kasih...Insyallah jenazah Arwah akan disemadikan seberapa cepat yg mampu bila sampai di rumah nanti...Akhirnya sy bagi keluarga ingin memohon maaf dan jika ada apa2 urusan arwah yang belum selesai ..mohon hubungi sy di talian 019-442 4096......Al- Fatihah

Al-Fatihah untuk Ahmad Shahir Saad.

Dia milik Allah.

I Love ...

2011-03-31T13:22:00.000+08:00

I love that you know me. I love your facial expressions. I love the way you say my name. I love the way you want to tell me things. I love your smile. I love your laugh. I love that we have the same sense of humour. I love that we're on the same wavelength. I love the friendly flirting. I love our conversations. I love that you are care, even if it's not the kind of care that I want. I love that you are never awkward around me. I love how you smell and how it lingers on my clothes. I love your hugs and how they're warm and safe. I love the way your eyes light up when you laugh. I love how you're such a geek sometimes. I love that I'm your favourite. I love that our hands fit together perfectly. I love that you're concerned about me. I love that you make me do that cliche sigh. I love how you make me burst into fits of laughter after everything you say, because you are really that funny to me. I love how you trust me. I love how we're best friends. I love that I can trust you. I love that you're close by. I love that I was able to know you.

I love you.

selamat ulang tahun sayang

2011-03-18T10:16:00.000+08:00

Setiap kali dengar lagu ni, mesti teringat dekat mak.
Dan setiap kali dengar lagu ni, air mata selalu mengalir tanpa sedar...sebab dalam hati rindu dekat mak.
*walaupun sekarang dalam bilik dan mak dekat ruang tamu,still rindu dekat mak*

Saya sayang mak.
Lagu ni hanya ditujukan untuk insan teristimewa yang bernama
Fazilah Binti Ahmad.

pagi yang manis

2011-03-10T16:00:00.000+08:00

2 hari lepas,hari Selasa.. ada kabus. Cantik sangat. Maybe sebab malam Isnin tu hujan maka terjadilah kabus serata alam menyelubungi bandar Alor Star. Cantik.

Dah rasa macam duduk dekat oversea la pulak kan even tak sejuk sangat sebab setakat kabus ja. Sempat la capture gambar masa dekat traffic light.

On the way bawak kereta pon sempat lagi snap gambar :D
Abah aku tahu mamposssss~

* cermin kereta retak , xtau punca *

Bila dah sampai entrance and masuk dalam AIU, fuhhh memang cantik bila kabus
menyeliputi (ayat xleh blah) bangunan bangunan putih lagi suci ni. Snap lagi.

Dan lagi

* sempat lagi stop kereta and snap sebelah entrance basement..sanggup*

Ni view dari depan library. Dah rasa macam dekat Middle East dah.

Awesomeee~

tetiba : saya suka AIU..sangat cantik.

merapu : part 1

2011-03-10T11:53:00.000+08:00

* Perfect by Pink

sekarang ni dekat ofis malas nak tgk pasal EPrints, godek-godek pendrive and terjumpa gambar lama dekat UiTM last semester.Masa tu tengah boring dengar ceramah dalam dewan waktu LDK . So apa yang kitorang buat...

madi sehabis boleh nak muncungkan mulut and yang kat belakang tu suka
sgt kan kalo nampak kamera nak masuk mencelah :D

macam tu lah Madi dan belakang tu Tikah. Dan macam itulah kami.

Daniel Hyunoo Lachapelle

2011-03-10T08:34:00.000+08:00

I fall in love with this 'guy'.

for the first time I saw him in my tumblr, he grabbed my eyes with his cute look. I wonder, how can a 6 year old boy has such a good look and be such a handsome boy like that. Yeah, he is sooooo freaking handsome for a 6 year old boy compared to the other with the same age.

His name is Daniel Hyunoo Lachapelle.
With his cute pan-asian look of course you can say he is a mix Korean-American. His mother is Korean and father is American. This big-eyed boy is 6 years old and he is an "ullzzang kid" in Korea. In Korea, when you have been given a title of ullzzang, definitely you can be like an idol there. Completed with a good look or cute face with a right hairdo, snap yourself with an aegyo ( cutenees) and upload it on the internet, zassss~~ ullzzang for yourself but this is happen only in Korea I can say . There are tips to be an ullzzang.The next part okay :P

Let pictures define his cuteness ~

If he is in front of me right now, I would like to hug this guy tightly.

That is not impossible you could fall in love with a 6 years old boy just by looking at his eyes. Okay enough already. haha

There must be many girls out there hoping that their son one day will look like Daniel isnt it? haha including me .. then find a Korean guy or Caucasian guy, or Korean-American guy maybe, 3-in-1 .naaaa~~

never tired looking at him.

Daniel with his mom.

Can you imagine how will he look like when he grown up? Could he be like Daniel Henney? Wohooooooo~~
Hawt hawt bebehh~~

I love to see all this ullzzang kids and that makes me feel happy while looking at their happy cute faces. There are a lot more babies and kids in this tumblr and I love all of them -- >
fuckyeahkidulzzang

Daniel,he reminds me of Lee Jonghyun from CNBLUE ( my forever LOVE <3 )

tetiba : ni yang membuatkan hati membara nak cari Korean guy ni.. *perasan x salah * :P

bila PINK bermaharajalela

2011-03-09T16:10:00.000+08:00

Came back with a new entry about pink.

Honestly I am not a huge fan of pink, but I like pink. People always misjudge me as a PINK FREAK as I have a lot of pink stuffs, plus my room was also painted in pink but hell yeah I am more addicted into PURPLE. But it is just okay with me if my stuffs are all in pink because it looks sweet~ and I would like to have things in pink to be mine as well. A LOT la actually.Like a barbie doll pulak pink pink bagai ni . lol.
My target in these 2 years ...

I already have this one :D

Oh man can you imagine if you have a Samsung Galaxy Tab like this in your hand?how proud you will be? or more like this?

Can I have them?not the cover but the Tab?both~

when you have a Samsung Galaxy tab with this pink Apple lappie,all I can say is..
PERFECT !~

it just awesome having your ais-kacang while watching your favourite series or movies ( as for me,Korean dramas of course) with this freaking adorable headphone on your head .. kyaaaaaa~~~

this one is sooo gorgeous~ imagine bringing it around with the headphone on your head and with heels oh yeahhh

I am not wearing heels but it just looks nice with the clutch~ being a DIVA style is just not my thing but hello PINKY MANIAC, it suits you!

hmmm hmmmm~ yummy ! can you imagine how will it looks like on your wrist? DAEBAKKKKK!

*screaming like hell* nak yang niiiiiiiiiii!!!! cute dowhhhhh!! T_T

oh yeah !! My dream. NO. 1 in my list of dreams~myvi pink pon ok.

When you wanna own this all kind of stuffs,definitely you have to work like there is no more tomorrow unless la you came from anak cucu DATUK kesayangan kan..

p/s: got one friend,she said NO to pink... nampak gedik katanya. Depends on individual ~

2011-02-22T08:27:00.000+08:00

for her

2011-02-22T08:26:00.001+08:00

BIGBANG IS BACK!

2011-02-18T12:51:00.000+08:00

01. Intro (Thank You & You)

Lyrics by: G-Dragon

Composed by: G-Dragon, Choice 37

02. Hands Up