2013 - Nothing Better

2013



Nothing better on this new year. 

February. Hi. I am still me.

Go die with all resolutions I never accomplished.

Hi with another self-issues coming. Tired with already have.

Nah. Human and time always never fail to make me be at the lowest.

One time please help me recover.

Nothing much to say.

This semester holiday sucks.

Believe me I cried at my loudest this morning.

Bye.

Possible?

To finish this in 2 days, impossible? possible? 

Or else I have to come back to my brother's house. Thanks Kak Shima even though I dont know whether can finish it or not :D

Study week is ON !

Throughout all 3 semesters, this semester is the worst. All of hardships I have been through just in 5 months. Talking about friendship, immatureness in thinking, being desperate for lack of money, the power of family, I have seen a lot. That teaches me the colour of life. I feel grateful somehow. It shows Allah SWT has something to show me through all these difficulties and Alhamdulillah I managed to go through these months with patience. Hopefully for the next semester He would give me a lot more patience and Iman to live the next chapter of life. Amin.

The fact that the holiday is on, and all of my suffers (only for this semester are counted, next semester belakang cerita) are slowly fading away, kita koyak segala notes on the wall hokkayyyy!

Lee Hyun Woo Meet & Greet

Salam.


Nak tulis lagi.


Kan aku dah kata once aku dah start tulis entry after dah berbulan bulan stop, aku memang dah start tak boleh stop dah. Ok bukan nak cerita pasal tu.


Ni first time aku tak balik raya dekat rumah. Esok raya haji. Tadi dah takbir. Takda la sedih sebab bukan aku tak boleh balik tapi aku yang decide tak mahu balik sebab .....      : D


Tapi bukan nak cerita pasal yang tu jugak. Nak cerita pasal 2 minggu lepas . Biar la dah lama pun tapi nak cerita jugak. Ok ni pasal FanMeeting Lee Hyun Woo. Kpop lagi? oh yes mestilah.
At first aku ada ternampak post yang budak Lee Hyun Woo ni nak datang M'sia tapi ku tak ambik kisah pun sebab tak la familiar sangat untuk aku. Yang nak dijadikan cerita, I was google-ing in the lab about Wonder Girls Tour in Stadium Negara, and I was trying my luck asking Kak Shima if she able to get the tix for me. Then I got the reply saying that Astro wasn't covering for the tour but Kak Shima was trying to get the passes to Lee Hyun Woo Meet & Greet. At that time I was like WOOOOTTTT WOOOOTTTT eventhough ta confirm lagi pon!!!

Ok dah confirm dapat tix tu yeahh! Aku dengan Kak Shima masa D-Day tu memang selamba dan tak excited pun actually. Totally different la kalau nak compare aku kalau pergi event2 lain, for sure dah macam orang tak senang duduk. Ni kami siap sampai dekat Sungei Wang tu pukul 3.45pm macam tu padahal registration pukul 4.00pm.

Ni part yang aku paling suka. Dapat goody bag wooooooo~~ of course la free sebab kitorang ada VIP passes kot. Dah puas hati dah dapat goody bag tu even though tak dapat jumpa Hyun Woo ni ha. Oh lupa Kak Shima aku ni bukan la a big fan of Kpop2 ni, siap masa on the way dalam kereta nak pegi event tu siap Google lagi siapa Lee Hyun Woo. I just know sikit sikit la sebab pernah tengok dia berlakon dalam Master of Study.
Oh budak ni sangat cute la haih. Umur baya adik aku ja. Even my sis in law Kak Shima yang tak kenal ni pun , bila si Hyun Woo ni senyum la haih every noonas out there will melt wa lu cakap le weh.

See him smiling. That smiley eyes tu yang melt hokkeh .

                          

I just loveeee how he looks at his fans. Observe satu satu kot. He was like very shocked and looked unexpected seeing he has quite a fan-based in Malaysia.

                          

Mestilah aku nak interframe sekali.

Okeh ni nak tunjuk bahan bahan dalam goody bag. :D

Payung + Pen + Mug ( mug dia cute lorr ) + Collapsible Water Bottle + Notebook

  

Lee Hyun Woo Notebook Version

 Back Cover 

Ha ni my favourite. Dapat file The Great Doctor. Lee Minho weiii. 

You're rock lah ONE TV ASIA !! 

Oh on this Saturday 27th October, the most waiting day ever. 

BIGBANG ALIVE TOUR IN MALAYSIAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

*Gangnam Style dance*

Diet Journal is ON !

Bismillahirahmanirrahim...



After pompangpompang bercerita banyak on the previous entry, rasanya nak buat announcement sikit yang diet journal dah start. To be exact it will start on 5 November sebab aku dengan kawan aku Hamizah dengan Fatin and also Haniyana pun will dedicate themselves dalam program ni.

Oh actually the purpose of this program ni semestinya lah dah nama pun Diet Journal kan, nak pastikan everything is under control dalam soal calories intake, how to do the real exercise , and to keep us on track. Ada kawan kawan ramai ni happy sikit, bersemangat dan tak la
hangat2 sangat kan.

Kami target nak buat diet challenge ni dalam 30 hari dulu. 30-day-diet-challenge. Tengok macam mana perubahan dlaam masa 30 hari tu, kalau rasa nak continue lagi, lagi lah cun.

Aku, Mizah, Hani dengan Fatin adalah gadis gadis comel ( actually tolak Fatin sebab dia tak la "secomel" kami tiga :P ) yang memang memerlukan program ni untuk teruskan misi kami yang selalu tergendala akibat nafsu-nafsu yang tidak dapat dikawal sebab Malaysian food sangat2 tempting. Oh pleaseeee~~

So here it is ,taraaaaa  --->  http://mizahfatinbai-wanna-be-fit.tumblr.com/



           
                           

Dalam masa yang sama aku tengah buat entry ni, aku post dekat wall yang aku nak makan benda ni dekat Facebook dengan Twitter.


         

Apakah yang berlaku ? Sangat contrast kan. =_='

Uncountable Comeback

Wallaweh layout dah baru !


Jadi jakun sebentar , ya lah dah lama kot tak bukak and my last post pun was about my birthday, in January pulak tu so its been like 7 months !!
So I'm back with surprise to see the layout has some changing on it. WOW !! a little impressed I guess to show on how much time I didn't pay the attention to my very own blog.
The problem of mine is that  when I have something to write, I'll write non-stop. I'll post non-stop.
When I don't have any intention to even open my blog, I left it aside and even don't think of it.



Have one announcement to make. I have decided to make another journal about me of course. To be definite its about my diet journal ewahhhhh~~~


Actually nak buat macam a diet challenge la to check whether myself can really follow the diet rules and to be exact, to control myself. So journal ni macam nak make sure I will stick to my goal until I reach my target weight something like that . And yeah it is not on blogspot but on Tumblr. The reason is I can reblog others quotes, success stories, or pictures of people who are on diet too. Nice huh ? I love Tumblr <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">


It is still in progress ,will provide the link after so yeah , me myself is waiting for it. *winkwink*

turning 22

Pada 21 Januari 2012 , aku dah umur 22 tahun. Start jam menginjak ke 00.01AM dah ada orang post their wishes kat Facebook for me :)

I am glad and thank you very much for all the wishes everyone. But still I was doing nothing. No celebration at all. On the day of my birthday, I was busying lifting all my stuffs from college back to my sis's home. All by myself as everyone, my big bro, kakngah and adik semua balik Kedah. Drive sorang sorang to Uitm. The reason why I am staying is that I wanna spend a week of my holiday break here with Borders friend. But still tak keluar keluar lagi .

Back to the day of my birthday, aku makan MekD ja. No interaction dengan orang sekeliling pun. So lonely I tell you.

Yeah I am 22. Not much expectation from this age, just I am hoping to be more mature in every decision I made, to be more focus on what I want and be a better me InsyaAllah. Niat tu dah ada. So sekarang nak tunaikan niat tu je lah. Niat yang dimaksudkan tu ialah berubah dari segi kebaikan. Buka sebelum ni tak baik, cuma nak lagi baik dari baik yang sedia ada. Dah berjalan slowly. Cuma nak boost up lagi dan lagi.

Ada perkara yang perlu dikurangkan, ada benda yang perlu ditambah. Yang perlu dikurangkan tu perkara dunia la kan, yang perlu ditambah tu perkara yang dituntut agama. Apa yang aku harap sangat niat aku ni bukan hangat hangat sat ja la.

24 haribulan ni birthday mak tersayang pulak. Sedih gila tak dapat balik. Tak pa mak, nanti kakcik balik kita celebrate na :D I love you till I die mak ! Ok dah tak nak tulis banyak banyak as tak sedar nanti tears keluar.

Spread the kindness boomerang :)

World can really shines brighter with a simplest kindness everyday. Peace and smile :)

crush no more ...

I can't talk to you anymore,

it's not that I am mad at you,

it's just that when I talk to you,

I realize how much I love you.

And when I realize how much I love you,

I realize I can't have you,

and that makes me love you even more

- this is exactly how I feel right now,

with someone...

Lagu Rindu

Bintang malam katakan padanya
Aku ingin melukis sinarmu di hatinya
Embun pagi katakan padanya
Biar ku dekap erat waktu dingin membelenggunya

Tahukah engkau wahai langit
Aku ingin bertemu membelai wajahnya
Kan ku pasang hiasan angkasa yang terindah
Hanya untuk dirinya

Lagu rindu ini kuciptakan
Hanya untuk bidadari hatiku tercinta
Walau hanya nada sederhana
Ijinkan ku ungkap segenap rasa dan kerinduan

- Kerispatih

RuleOfAMuslima #2

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RuleOfAMuslima #1

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GoodBye 2011 !

Thanks 2011 for everything.
I have been through you with a lot of tears, smiles, sadness, happiness, joyful and fun.

I'll keep the moments in you as a great memories.

Hope for a better life and a better me in 2012.

InsyaAllah.

Amin.

MedicineForHeart # 1

10 things I discovered about myself in 2011

1) People that do not know me usually think that I am serious, so they always run away or rather choose to stay away from me. But 1 thing that I notice, once they start the conversation with me, they would change their perception that once they had, and I suddenly become their best friend to share their problems with. Not including of 'perasan' feelings but it happens quite some times, then how's that make you feel? Just glad :)

2) I think my decision of choosing Multimedia Computing as my degree major is the best choice.

So far.

As I enjoy it the most I guess. Hopefully it will last longer. Hopefully. Amin.

3) Can I include this?...
I cannot trust my crush feeling. It always change every single month. And the latest is, I have a crush on someone. And I dont think this will last until the last semester. Opppsss~~

4) I love coffee. Like seriously. Just in 2011 I drank coffee like it would never end. I can finish a big tumblr that full with any kind of coffee, and I would become a zombie's version of panda.

5) I feel happy by just looking at my dashboard Tumblr :D

6) Dah kurang sikit kot pasal K-pop ? :P LOL. rasanya dah tak terlalu fanatik macam dulu. :D

( I categorised myself as a fanatic one, not as an obsessed kpop lovers, as I define obsess is a term of too much enthusiastic/passion/giving-up-all-your-soul/menangis when you watch your idols won an award/alone waiting every second just to celebrate you idol's birthday,plus with a cake etc. )

The most fanatic things that I ever done is, went to their concerts/fanmeets, and stalking.

I know the limit of mine :) But I love CNBlue . *haipp*

7) Once I had a dream of marrying Lee Jonghyun. *malu* hey that's just a childish one better than you ever imagine of marrying Harry Potter.lol.

Not anymore. ok tipu 50-50. No la. I just being logical and I am in my reality and still sober. Impossible. Kalau tak mati kena ligan dengan batang penyapu oleh mak. *wink*

Lelaki Melayu masih ada ruang di hatiku :D

*but can I still keep this dream on ? herkkk~

8) I discovered that, I still lack of courage+confidence about myself.

Not every single time I have been thinking of giving myself a rest, but it still coming. I need more positive thoughts, and people, please help me .

9) I love cute stuffs. My new addiction.

10) The last thing I discovered before 2011 ends, I started to love One Direction. ayayayayayayaiiii~~~

Liam & Harry ! <3

p/s- for #3, I did some stalking on him ..awww~ shhhhhh~~

just feel

I feel like
I am waiting for something
that isn't going to happen.

Satu patah perkataan terus mengantuk

Today's En. Yunus class is just unbearable for me to open my eyes. This is not the first though.
Sometimes I feel I come to his class just to fill the attendance full rather than getting the input for my studies. It is bad huh. I know I know. The truth is, I will give myself just 20%++ from 100% from what I got in this class. Its not that I wasnt not paying the attention but yeah, sometimes the way lectures teach us really influence the mood. This is a tough subject. And I cannot runaway from programming even though this is Multimedia Computing course.



I have tried to give myself in the mood, opened my eyes big enough to catch up what is he saying in front but it is just a 15 minutes hard effort. After that going back to the screen and, Tumblr-ing, Facebook-ing. Still I am good enough not to put my head on the table.. doze off. zzzz......


Ya Allah... tolonglah hamba mu ini.. hamba mu ini nak sangat score this subject. Please raise up my passion for this Multimedia Computing course so that I will achieve that 'dream' of mine. Amin~~

November, what a big deal?

Bermulalah 1 November dengan jayanya hari ini. Alhamdulillah diberi kesempatan lagi bernafas dan melihat bumi Allah yang indah dan diberi sedikit masa lagi untuk mencari Nur Allah dan mencuci dosa-dosa semalam.

Tak ada bezanya November dengan Oktober dengan Januari pun, cuma mengharapkan bulan ni menjadi lebih baik dari yang lepas-lepas. Dan banyak yang diharapkan sebenarnya dalam bulan November ni. One of it, yup hari Jumaat ni balik Kedah sempena raya haji + cuti mid sem. Jumpa mak abah oh yeah !! yang tu tak terhingga happynya, tapi esok tulat seharusnya la kan melalui prosedur-prosedur pembelajaran. Test and bla bla bla.

Esok test CSC535 ( Multimedia Design & Development ) . Take a 5 minute rest to write this post. Not actually 5 minutes really.lol. plus plus hanging around facebook la,choi~~
Hope I can do my best tomorrow and the other tomorrow. Aminnnn~~

Pray hard for myself and my friends :)

The first 30 minutes...

Andddd..hehe... hey this is what we called study smart hokkayyy :P

Ok focus focus *serious*

Daaaaa....

-_-'

anon : jom pergi makan.

aku : oo tak pa la, puasa :)

anon : apsal puasa ?

aku : (???) sebab aku rasa aku dah makan banyak seumur hidup aku kot. tu yang aku puasa tu.



aku dalam hati ..' is there a big reason for a person to puasa?' ..that anon sounds a bit weird .

me so what?

What I do when I got depressed?

Earphones in. Volume up. Ignore the world.